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Aug 220 min read
dreams by fleetwood mac
Grief really works in mysterious ways, sometimes it’s so quiet and feels non existent and then all of the sudden it just punches you in...
Aug 201 min read
Am I Stupid to still be so in love?
I can’t help it, I truly can’t. I can snap out of it and then when she’s here it’s consuming, I can’t get enough of her. I don’t know if...
Aug 71 min read
7/31/2025
how dare the world keep spinning, how dare time continue to go on, how dare everything not stop for me
Jul 311 min read
Patricia Ann
Hi grandma. I don’t really know how to start this, I know I haven’t talked to you in a while and i’m sorry, I hope you know how often I...
Jul 307 min read
lollipop
I think this is the first time in my life I don't have any words, I have never not had some sort of words but I can't make this one...
Jun 291 min read
I broke my moms heart tonight, but she broke mine first
"I love you so much" "Do you though" And her eyes started watering as she said "of course". Today was supposed to be a good day, some...
Jun 272 min read
moment vs day
This morning was already a bad morning, or maybe i’m being a brat because things didn’t go my way, but wouldn’t anyone be? When you want...
Jun 251 min read
My Inability to be alone will ultimately end me
I find it embarrassing that I can't be alone, being alone physically is fine, I always am. Being alone with my thoughts, you'd think it...
Jun 191 min read
I feel I am in constant mourning
“Are you coming with us to get the tree?” “Am I wanted?” “What do you mean” “Do you want me to come?” “Oh I don’t care Jaelen” I feel it...
Nov 30, 20242 min read
Liam Payne died and suddenly it meant everyone around me will too
Grief has always been such an odd thing for me, I have never been able to handle it. When someone dies that has been a part of my life in...
Oct 17, 20242 min read
I live in dreams
In order to get through my days, weeks, months, years I live most of my life in dreams. I have a multitude of fake realities all existing...
Sep 13, 20241 min read
I don’t want my mom to die
I had the unfortunate reminder this morning that everyone in my life is going to die at some point and I can’t handle that. My mom will...
Aug 29, 20241 min read
if there even is a point...
"you're happy i'm alive but you resent it anyways" i choke on tears every time i read that. how could someone you love so much and so...
Aug 6, 20241 min read
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