Merry Christmas world

Christmas has always been one of my favorite holidays, next to halloween, and yet the magic is gone this year. It’s been gone for a while but I can usually keep it alive with love, but the people i love are indisposed of at the moment, doesn’t mean I stop loving them. In fact, I send extra love their way. But I am filled with worry and anxiety and insanity that I can’t focus on the love. I can only wish for my people to be okay, maybe even pray.