8/22/25

I think I am so down on myself and so empty and not confident that I have reached the point of constantly reaching out for external validation in the most unhealthy ways, just any way I can get it. An

I am hyper aware of every thought in my head right now, so painfully hyper aware so what better option is there to just word vomit all of my thoughts at once, get some of it out no matter how irration

I have been wanting to write this for a few days now, but I don't know how to begin. I don't know how to pray, I'm a fraud. I only come to you when the worst is happening, when I need something from y