lollipop

I think this is the first time in my life I don't have any words, I have never not had some sort of words but I can't make this one better, not that I have a 100% success rate at making everything else better, but this is just different, there is no sort of happiness in this that I can find, and I'm sorry for that. Here's my attempt

for hours i didn't know how to stop the cry

you weren't a god, you weren't a guide

only fur, and warmth, and love inside

no words to give, no voice to lend

but still you were our sweetest friend

my joy was yours, yours was ours

we see you in our dreams

waking up and remembering what happened

it feels impossible to feel the joy you once shared

how can we feel joy without you here

maybe you're running on the beach

feeling the sun warm every ache

no longer in any pain

you're safe, and happy and content

everything you were while you were here

maybe we can meet you in a dream

our arms would be a place you'd be whole in

and everything would re-align