Jul 21, 20241 min readI was tired, empty and boringI hate being sick. I hate it more than anything, I feel my most alone when I’m sick. Everyone is literally moving on and continuing life...
Jul 14, 20243 min readAll my prayers are broken but I hope they are reaching god."And suddenly I wonder 'where is the girl that I was last year?.. Two years ago? ... What would she think of me now?" I tend to avoid my...
Jul 8, 20241 min readi wish to be normal"of course i loved you. i killed myself for you, didn't i? of course i loved you" I hate that I'm like this, so incomplete without...
Jul 3, 20241 min readmy brain is broken"In another universe, I am easier to love" But when is it not? Lately I just feel like I’m broken as a whole, not just my brain. These...
Jul 2, 20242 min readIt All feels the Same"I overthink. I over love. I over feel. I'm the sea or I'm nothing" What on earth is my life? How did I put myself in the same situation...
May 25, 20242 min readdo you ever feel your life change in the moment?“platonic friendships are so underrated because my friends heal parts of me they didn't even break when we are together while making...
May 22, 20241 min readand it's lovely to be lovely to the one i love“you are all the colors at once, in full brightness.” My favorite person said if i was a day of the week I would be Friday or Sunday. He...
May 22, 20241 min readtoday"Sometimes, as an adult, you have to decide “this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way” & stand on it. Whether...