my brain is broken

"In another universe, I am easier to love"

But when is it not? Lately I just feel like I’m broken as a whole, not just my brain. These past few days I don’t know what’s going on, I feel like this insecure needy child. I’m overly sensitive and preparing for the world to end. I embarrass myself every time I speak to someone. I want to shrink myself, I wish to not exist, to not be seen. I just don’t want to be here like this.